hello, i could come here again!

things seem to be mostly okay.  im starting to getting used to live here.

i read what fi wrote. now i understand some things. he made her forget about.

i told her about my family. i think he killed my family. it was a fire and i ran away. and he was there. i told her, but when she heard it, her eyes were dark for a second like a shadow. i think he was behind me for a moment, but he was not when i looked.  then she was okay again but she was not shocked, i was surprised about that.

he made her forget about it when she heard it, im sure!

runners, dont hurt fi. shes nice. i dont know what he does and why but she just really likes him and she needs to remember the bad things.

there some other strange thing here. there was a book that i found and it had my name on it. in that book i found the information for her blog. someone here knows and wants to help me and fi. who? i dont know. i never seen the person, only the book.

thank you john and roman. do you think you can help fi too? i dont want to to leave her to him. shes nice and trusts him and he uses it.

serge